Thursday, September 11, 2008

Happiness/ Understanding

HAPPINESS

I am so absolutely happy with my husband, he makes me the happiest woman
he knows how to love, care, and let me know how he feels
when i found out i was pregnant i was scared yes, mainly because of the idea of
giving birth, but the thought of whether or not my husband would be a good father never
crossed my mind. Now that i sit here and think about it i know for a fact that my husband
will be a better than good father. My husband came from a family of understanding and loving
and acceptance. I know that he will condition our child with nothing but true heartfelt love
If its a boy i know that he will help shape him into a respectable, God-fearing, loving, honorable man, and if its a girl i know that he will protect her anyway that a father can and show her how to value herself and everything that she has. I love you Malik, you are a wonderful man/ husband, and will be a fantastic father.



UNDERSTANDING

Between Monday and Friday i get so frustrated and aggrevated that it sometimes gets the best of me and i get sick or my stomach becomes uneasy. Its hard going to a place everyday where you feel that no one understands or even pretends to care. Fortunately for me there is one person that showes kindness and understanding, understanding how hard it is to be pregnant and be away from your significant other understands that sometimes a person needs to be comforted and shown love that they are missing so greatly. I enjoy spending time with their family and having that sense of belonging that i have missed for so long. To that person i am truly greatful and thankful that she took me under her wing and let it be known that no im not alone in BIG OL TEXAS :) To you i say thank you from the bottom of my heart!

-Lady Dreamer-

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